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“my life fell off from a thousand ft. cliff…while falling there wasnt anything to hold on to..no vines, no trees…the fall was unending…until i landed on a rocky surface…bruised, bleeding, broken bones…dead? maybe…i wasnt sure…”

with what is happening in my life right now, in silence i seek my refuge…i dont want to blame anyone..i made the wrong choices,i made all the mistakes in the world a person could do…
but only one thing im sure of..

“it wasnt enough that loving someone more than yourself or giving the best possible and plausible solution to problems can save you from the depths of misery or separation…” “if its not meant, its not meant”
i became unsure of certain things.. of the relationship, of the person i wanted to be with for the rest of my life…reasons like doubts, secrets, like you came to a point where you dont know who he was or its like your strangers again…also,
that you kept on finding why you have to stay..while all things are falling apart…seeing and having dreams about it…i cant fool myself unto not feeling this way..it was a very difficult situation……………………….
but then again…sometimes, God makes a way for all of us to learn and regain strength..to pick up all the pieces that was broken…to be whole again… in seeing the light and making the best out of all the agonies..i can say that i have found peace, love and freedom…i’ve given myself time to render all the pain…i know its hard to move on, but im taking my slowly steps…because im seeing that in the near future, i will never forget who i was and what ive become after this..i will continue to be blessed and do the most amazing things in life (with my little bundle of joy, of course!)

“yes, im still alive…”

No sir, well I don’t wanna be the blame, not anymore
It’s your turn, so take a seat we’re settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can’t decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you’re not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I’m sure you’ve heard

That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Pain, make your way to me, to me
And I’ll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let’s start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That’s what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa

That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Now I can’t trust myself with anything but this
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa