I used to believe that when you lose someone, you’ll get a chance to meet them again. I used to believe in second chances. Losing you has taught me that there are no second chances in life. When you meet someone, and you are given that chance to change their lives, you have to take hold of that opportunity, because that is the only chance you’ve got. You have your chance, and that’s it. You have to make the most out of it, and then let go when it’s time. People come and go, and you have to live with it.

i am drifted to a far away land of sorrow

where laughter was changed by miseries

iam all alone, in pain of not having you around

maybe iam cursed or maybe we’re not really meant

this is one sad thought i have to bear for a long time

because I’d still want it to be you

i hope you’ll read this one day and knew for whom my love is bound to

its for you,only for you…

u suppose to be the man that would never leave us

the man i looked up to even when i was young

but now all seems to fade

all seems to be broken

because of ur selfishness

because of ur infidelity

now im caught up to this memory forever…

thinking and wishing its not true,,,

that its just a dream,,,one hideous dream

but i woke up and the hurt was still there

now questions still gather in my head,,,asking

why all this things happened???why at this moment???

i hate to feel this way,,,being empty and broken at the same time

but i guess life is like that,,,sometimes you’ll be hit so hard

that ur so numb to feel it…

— this is me ur daughter—

unending path to darkness…

it was all gone…

i can now see where i’m bound to

where frowns and silent miseries vanished

where nightmares no longer bother, no more sleepless nights

no more to infinity of thinking only you…

you’ll be in my past,,,a history

because of my faith i have risen

this is reality,,,im breathing…