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In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt’s shoveled over shoulders

I feel it’s me
So overwhelmed
Oh there’s precious little rising

My life overturned
Over the despair
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that’s growing feeble

In this hole
So limiting
The sun that’s set all dark has

Buried underneath
And slipped off the wheel
Eternal pathways to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you happy?
Are you happy?
Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
That withered heart, exhausted

What’s my release?
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy
Now that I’ve lost every nothing?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy
Now that I’ve lost every nothing?

depression

numbness

isolation

the daunting thoughts of reality,

hiding in the dark

nowhere to go

run, run

till ur restless

and damned

i kept on thinking

i kept on running

till my feet sore

and shattered

still i got nothin,,,

bury the dead

bury all the lies

then leave and never go back,,,

breathe for the last time.

yesterday: "my worst pains are the words i cannot say"

today: "i love u yes i do,,but the thing is ,u never looked back to see or feel it,,,i guess thats how it really goes,,,’not meant’,,,"

i ask only for one thing,,,

for u not to lie,,,

but u did,,,

it seems all u sed

all,,,was a pretend

how long will u hide?

i still dont get it

how come?

nothin was to risk!!!

ur just a typical man i saw b4

ur lyk dem too,,,

u were a friend to me,,,

guess im not,,huh,,,

its ok,,,im just somebody u met in that kind of world,,,

but i was true,,,

all the things i sed,,,

it was all true,,,

i never lied,,,

i guess i was a fool to trust u,,,

and i was,,,

now dont pretend as somebody whom ur not,,,

coz ull get somebody hurt,,,

: ‘(

You could see me reaching
So why couldn’t you have
Met me halfway
You could see me bleeding
But you could not put
Pressure on the wound
You only think about yourself
You only think about yourself
You’d better bend before I go
On the first train to Mexico

You could see me breathing
But you still kept
Your hand over my mouth
You could feel me seething
But you just turned
Your nose up in the air

You only think about yourself
You only think about yourself
You’d better bend before I go
On the first train to Mexico

You only think about yourself
You only think about yourself
You’d better bend before I go
On the first train to Mexico